I think I need a mulligan on the day. The situations of the day will not have changed, however my approach may be positively altered! I had some very strange dreams involving family members (in their childhood state, as I remember them), my ex-boyfriend E, my friends Andrea and Andy (who did my beautiful tattoo). In the dream, Andrea and I ran some kind of 5k and we did very well-we finished in 15 minutes! Horray for us, right?!? I then proceeded to go to a pancake breakfast where I met up with my brothers and two cousins. They were all children however. I went to get my pancakes and my ex was volunteering there. I went to sit down next to my friend, Andy, and E got very jealous when he saw that I was not sitting next to him at the table. I went to move my seat between the two gentlemen, and E proceeded to tell me how completely inappropriate it was that I was going to sit next to Andy. I had to move his seat completely. Luckily, Andy understood. That's all I remember except for the fact that I had also spoken to someone about the prospect of me volunteering with them at a future date. See? I'm even good in my dreams!
I did not want to wake up today, but I pulled myself together and got ready for work. When I got here I had to do something very difficult with regards to one of my employees. It's never easy to do what I had to do, and it makes it worse that she had sent an e-mail to my manager on Monday talking about how I had never given up on her. I fear that her opinion is forever changed by the recent happening, and that makes me sad. I did everything that I could for her, and in the end it simply wasn't enough. If anyone knows of a magic pill I could take to restart the day and make it a better one I would love it!
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