I received a text message last night from C. It started off simple, "How have you been?" I told him that I was good, and asked how he was. It was the usual "school and gym". Then he asked me "What have you been up to?" I held my breath and typed "I've been on a few dates." I was waiting for the worst, but what I got instead was "Oh yeah? How did they go?" I'm not sure why I should be shocked that the response was so good and that when I told him who I had been on dates with, he was okay with it. I asked him if he had been out on dates and he said that he had been.
This makes me feel better about the whole situation. I don't feel guilty anymore about the fact that I am happy, and I am enjoying the time I am spending with this new person. I want the best for C, and I want him to be happy. He told me that I shouldn't have been worried because he wouldn't be upset. He said "You know that I want the best for you, and want you to be happy, right?" What a relief!
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