Giving thanks

I had a dream last night about C. In the dream, I wound up breaking up with him over a girl that came into our bed while both of us were laying there with Maggie. I ended things immediately, and when he told me that he might want to get back with me later on, I laughed and told him that I would not get back with him unless he was able to be more emotionally available, able to give me the 200% he felt he should have already been giving and he had to quit drinking so much. He told me he understood, and that was the end of it. I did some dishes during the dream too. Not much explanation needed for the dream but I did look up the dishes part. Dreaming of washing dishes is supposed to symbolize that the person is moving on and preparing for the next part of their life. This couldn't be more true for me.

So where do the thanks come in? I have to first say that I'm in no way a bible-thumping kind of lady. I absolutely believe in God and that He is good, but I'm not the type who would ever push it on anyone. I'm not crazy church lady...With this said, I need to thank Him for giving me the strength to do what is right in the first place. I prayed and prayed to him over the past few months that he would actually give C the strength to do what is right, and I believe that God did just that. He gave C the strength to be honest and upfront with me, and I in turn had the strength to allow myself to walk away from a relationship that was just not right. I know that it has only been a month, but I feel so much more emotionally healthy than I did when E and I broke up. I am ok with the prospect of moving on, and I'm embracing my future-whatever it may be. So a big thank you to God for giving me the strength to know that I am going to be ok :) I do love that guy (or girl or whatever God is!)